Frankly, since I've been finding the companies where I want to work,
this is time for get this straight "What I want to do and Why".
At first, I found the "D'strict" which is the firm for public art projects.
I already knew about the masterpiece which is located in the station Samsung.
But I didn't know where is it come from.
maybe I thought this work is far away from technology or I guessed I couldn't make it.
However after I received the interview video on Youtube channel named U-quiz (spelling is right? whatever),
I was struck and said to myself 'this is it'
and i right away found the firm. that is d'strict
Before this semester, when I saw the conditions for apply job interaction programmer,
I thought "what is it?"
because except the android programming, i don't even know about what is unity or unreal.
I just tiny skill for android mobile programming. even that experience is so far from me. 2 years i guess..?
But i'm leaning unity on my school, and this is really exciting for me.
making space what i want, decorate place, locating something on the board.
even i do this in easy way without any coding, but I can learn this fastly. because I've experienced.
So, the important things to me right now is that i should clearly explain myself "is that what i really want"
why am I so attracted to it? why space? why art and tech? why?
I really like to spend my time to listen music and dance, and this kind of things makes me feel excited, comfortable.
Besides, i very talented on dancing and express what i feel by moving body.
Reading books, watching movie, try to sympathy on others feeling, and so on.
However, I doubt that this things is enough to deal with considering my furture job. I don't know.
Or changing furnitures and stuff location in my room so often meant that I'm in attention about space?
Space. this is the word i put on my firm's name which I plan to establish when i was in high school
I always imagine how can I make the place where people can feel comfortable and safe getting away any anguish and distress from their past time.
I cannot find answer now. only now. yet.
Feels like I'm being Anna Delvy from Inventint Anna. it's funny.
But I didn't skam people yet..ㅋ
I really want to make some huge and special place for immigrant, children, some kinds of people who are in weak enviornment on this world.
Maybe I should find the answer and fix my dream on it, and invest my time to develop my skills for programming and intelligence of public art space.
I really don't know how big this desire is.
Anyway, this time it is the whold thing I want.
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